A deck, my love and limited time.....

So for the past couple days I've been helping to build a deck. Yes, me and power tools and a hammer. No, there hasn't been bloodshed and tears. Yet. Also I've been painting and staining like a bitch! I hate latice work, it takes forever to paint and, seriously, just buy the plastic kind thats in different colors. I mean seriously people. Damn. But hey, it's fun and David is paying me to help as much as I am, and I seriously need the money for college. And he pays well. Very well. So I don't argue bitch or complain. Plus building stuff is kinda fun.

Also, as a note, my love is coming over this weekend. I can't wait, he's been driving me nuts the last two weeks cause I haven't been with him. He doesn't meen to, he just misses me, so I don't get mad or upset with him. How can I get mad at someone for missing me? But yeah, I get my baby all weekend.

On another note, I feel like I'm running out of time, again. Come the 30th I'll be taking the two and a half hour trip back to the college. I mean, I love the college, I love the freedom, but I am also going to miss everyone here. I wouldn't feel so sad but Max and I are getting an apartment together after this semester is done, in the winter. I'm going to be very sad when everything is finalized and I've moved in. Having a place of my own will be nice, and so will supporting myself, but I'm always going to miss westclarksville and all the people here. I mean, I'm going to visit. I'm planning on coming back every Christmas for at least a few days, and sometimes on the weekends Max and I will take the trip down but I'm always going to miss this place. Maybe some day I'll move back and buy my own house somewhere nere. I'm not saying rite away, but of coarse who knows where life will take me. I know though that no matter where I go I will always have a home here, somewhere, and I want all to know that for all the hositality and as well as everyone has treated me, that my apartment is open to everyone. If any of you have are having a hard time and need someplace to crash, need help of any sort, need a shoulder to cry on, or just need a friend, my apartment is always open, and I'm always free for family to call. Well, I will be when I get a cell phone, haha, but yeah. I love you all, and you are all welcome in my home.

My computer battery is about to die though, so I'll post this and talk to you all later. Love you all, you will all be in my thoughts.