I'm gonna try and go in chronological order fpr all this for you, but try to keep up.
1. I went to Warped Tour last thursday, and it was AMAZING!! I got to see Reliant K, Gym Class Heroes, Angels and Airwaves, Pennywise, Street Dogs, Reel Big Fish and Say Anything. It was so amazing fo r me, beiung my first concert and all. I got a Gym Class Heros shirt, a Reel Big Fish Shirt, a Warped Tour shirt and a Say Anything Hoodie. The hoodie has a monkey on it. I like it. Also I got to meet Reel Big Fish, and I mean the WHOLE band! It was so cool, cause i got to shake there hands and they signed a shirt that I bought and Jhonny Christmas said that I was beautiful when I met him! It was one of the best expieriences of this summer. Also I was in my first real mosh pit during Pennywise, Street Dogs, Reel Big Fish and Say Anything, all in a row, nonstop. When I was finnally able to get outr of the pit, I was so dehydrated that I was shaking and incredibly dizzy, if Kami hadn't have found me when she did I may have passed out, I was pretty bad, but she got me water and I think that I chugged like 2 liters of water brfore I was able to slow down and recuperate. It was an expierience to remember, and oine of the most intense things I've ever been in. I can't waitr for my next show.
2. I'm at Max's again. This last weekend was really nice to because Max came down for me and we spent the weekend at Kami's again. On Friday, when he came, Max, Kami, Alex and I all went in to Olean for the day, and that night went to see Hellboy 2, wich was way better than I expected. Also this weekend Max and I will be doubling with Peter and Tiffany out here in Canandaigua. It will be a regular dinner and movie, wich is amazing, I love doing thta kind of thing with Max, it means a good night with good friends and wonderfull entertainment.
3. I'm sick again. My tonsils have flaired up again and I'm going to be going to the hospital again in the next couple hours. Max is so worried about me that he is taking a half day at work so that he can take me at noonish instead of six pm tonight. I've been so lucky to have him this summer, he's been with me every step of the way. Theres only been one time thta he hasn't been with me when I went to the hospital and that was the first time, and only because I was home and h ewasn't with me. He has however been with me the past three times and today makes that four times. I have no idea though how many times I'm going to be in the hospital though, I'm still waiting to find out of the county is going to give me health insurence or not. I'ts frustrating as shit because I need to get my tonsils out or else I'm just going to get sicker and sicker each time. Also no insurence means that I have a tone of medical bills piling up that I just can't pay. I'm not sure what I'm going to do at the moment. Also, if this keeps up its going to be hard when I get back to the college to get a job because I'm going to be sick to much to hold a job down. I'm hoping though that help comes soon, after all, something has to pull through. Either the health insurence or the money from the auto accident that I was in, both are a possibility though neither a strong one. I'm pulling through though, and I have Max here when times start getting to tuff.
4. I just found out that a good friend of mine, Kat, died recently. Luckily it was only for two minutes, she had gotten incredibly angry, I wont go into details, and literally drank herself to death at a party. Thank god a friend found her and called an ambulance. They used the paddles on her but she was legally dead for two minutes. Scared the shit out of me when I found out. I can tell you this though, it puts some things in to perspective to have death come that close to your friends, I mean damn! She's okay though thank god, an dI'm hoping that she stops drinking or at least slows down a hell of a lot. After all, none of us are superman.
He Duck Taped the Remote Control to the Ceiling....
Yeah, this kid drives me nuts. His name is Dylan, and I've been around him so long that I think that my tubes have tied themselves. I can tell you this though, if i ever have kids, they better be mute.
Because this kid is such a... kid, Alex duck taped the remote control to the ceiling so that Kami could watch her show with out him screaming to get the control. We told him that the remote is all his if he can reach it. Luckily, he has a short attention span and decided to play on his moms computer instead.
I'm still alone rite now. I miss Max, a lot. We talk on the phone every night, well, almost every night, but I still miss him being next to me. It feels so strange because I've barely been touched during the past two weeks. I mean, I've hugged Kami and Alex each day when I've left, but I haven't had any one to lean on or just have to touch and touch me whenever the mood arises. It feels strange not to be touched. Also ever since I came home I havent been sleeping as well as I should. Back when I was younger I never thought that sharing a twin bed with someone each night could condone a reastfull sleep, and with past guys, it hasn't. With Max however I sleep better when I'm sharing a bed with him. I love waking up in the morning with his arms around me.
I get to be with him again this weekend, so good days will be here again. Max will be here on Friday and we are going to go to see Hellboy 2 with Kami and Alex. It's gonna be a double date. I've only been on one double date before this. It was with Leo, that shit, and it was where we walked with two friends of ours to a pizza place and the four of us split a large pizza. It should have been a fun night, but the people we were with and the shity I was with made it a pretty shitty nights, as were most times I had a boyfriend at the college. But hey, I lived and I'm happy now and that's all that matters.
Thursday is Warp tour, so when I do get to see Max I'm going to be tired as shit. Warp tour is going to be insane! Like 50 bands playing all in one day, only 35 bucks to here all of them. It's going to be amazing! And I get to see Reel Big Fish! Holy Fuck Shit I love Reel Big Fish!! But other then that.....I do think that I'm going to have fun.
Then tomarrow I'm going to be going shopping most of the day with my mom. She has to get groceries and I need to pull my money out if the bank for Thursday. Also I need to spend like 5 bucks on a small bag to carry my shit in for Warp tour. I don't carry a purse so I need to buy one to put my t-shirts and memorabilia on.
On another note I'm teaching myself the Melbourne Shuffle. For those of you that don't know what the Melbourne Shuffle is, just You Tube it and I promise that you will be amazed. The dancing is awesome. I've only tried it like twice so far, but I downloaded some How To's and when I'm alone during the day at Max's house I'm going to practice in the kitchen. I feel like a bit of a dork figuring it out, so I'd rather wait untill I get a bit better at it to do it in front of people. I like dancing though, and this is something that when I get doing it I can do it almost anywhere and it's a good work out.
I'm going to be getting a job as soon as I get back to the college as well. I'm hoping to get a nice job at the locale Jo-Anne Fabrics. It's a nice store and I know each of the isles and can help costamers with almost any question because of my background with crafting. My mom taught me almost everything when it comes to crafting. I can crochet, knit, sculpt, paint, sew, weave, and just about anything else out there that has to do with crafting. Plus a nice shop job would be enjoyable for me. I can't do food service cause I would never be able to eat out again and also I burn any food that I have to apply heat to.
Well, I do beleive that this is a long enough post already. Hope you enjoy your week and I'll get back to yall soon.
Because this kid is such a... kid, Alex duck taped the remote control to the ceiling so that Kami could watch her show with out him screaming to get the control. We told him that the remote is all his if he can reach it. Luckily, he has a short attention span and decided to play on his moms computer instead.
I'm still alone rite now. I miss Max, a lot. We talk on the phone every night, well, almost every night, but I still miss him being next to me. It feels so strange because I've barely been touched during the past two weeks. I mean, I've hugged Kami and Alex each day when I've left, but I haven't had any one to lean on or just have to touch and touch me whenever the mood arises. It feels strange not to be touched. Also ever since I came home I havent been sleeping as well as I should. Back when I was younger I never thought that sharing a twin bed with someone each night could condone a reastfull sleep, and with past guys, it hasn't. With Max however I sleep better when I'm sharing a bed with him. I love waking up in the morning with his arms around me.
I get to be with him again this weekend, so good days will be here again. Max will be here on Friday and we are going to go to see Hellboy 2 with Kami and Alex. It's gonna be a double date. I've only been on one double date before this. It was with Leo, that shit, and it was where we walked with two friends of ours to a pizza place and the four of us split a large pizza. It should have been a fun night, but the people we were with and the shity I was with made it a pretty shitty nights, as were most times I had a boyfriend at the college. But hey, I lived and I'm happy now and that's all that matters.
Thursday is Warp tour, so when I do get to see Max I'm going to be tired as shit. Warp tour is going to be insane! Like 50 bands playing all in one day, only 35 bucks to here all of them. It's going to be amazing! And I get to see Reel Big Fish! Holy Fuck Shit I love Reel Big Fish!! But other then that.....I do think that I'm going to have fun.
Then tomarrow I'm going to be going shopping most of the day with my mom. She has to get groceries and I need to pull my money out if the bank for Thursday. Also I need to spend like 5 bucks on a small bag to carry my shit in for Warp tour. I don't carry a purse so I need to buy one to put my t-shirts and memorabilia on.
On another note I'm teaching myself the Melbourne Shuffle. For those of you that don't know what the Melbourne Shuffle is, just You Tube it and I promise that you will be amazed. The dancing is awesome. I've only tried it like twice so far, but I downloaded some How To's and when I'm alone during the day at Max's house I'm going to practice in the kitchen. I feel like a bit of a dork figuring it out, so I'd rather wait untill I get a bit better at it to do it in front of people. I like dancing though, and this is something that when I get doing it I can do it almost anywhere and it's a good work out.
I'm going to be getting a job as soon as I get back to the college as well. I'm hoping to get a nice job at the locale Jo-Anne Fabrics. It's a nice store and I know each of the isles and can help costamers with almost any question because of my background with crafting. My mom taught me almost everything when it comes to crafting. I can crochet, knit, sculpt, paint, sew, weave, and just about anything else out there that has to do with crafting. Plus a nice shop job would be enjoyable for me. I can't do food service cause I would never be able to eat out again and also I burn any food that I have to apply heat to.Well, I do beleive that this is a long enough post already. Hope you enjoy your week and I'll get back to yall soon.
tattoo'd midgets, no health insurence, and some headaches
Yeah, I know, its been a while since I blogged. I haven't had any internet to blog though so there hasn't been much for me to do about blogging.
A lot has happened these past two months. Ive been sick every two weeks all summer. All four times has been because of my tonsils. I need them taken out but my health insurance company decided to drop me, so I can't get them taken out like I need to. It kind of sucks ass.
I've been skipping back and fourth between my house in way low NY, all the way up to Williamson NY all summer too. My Max lives up there and I spend a couple weeks here at home and then a couple weeks up there with him. I have a lot of fun up there to. He's the only one that I could spend three weeks with and not want to kill. That kind of guy is hard to find.
I think I'm gonna spazz though because a fly keeps landing on my arm and god damnit it's pissin me off!
Also a few days ago I went with Kami when she got her tattoo. It's a beautiful fairy tattoo, and I loved watching the guy tattoo her. I have been toying with the idea that maybe I might try out becoming a tattoo artist. It's an idea to toy with at least.
Im selling my guitar tomorrow. Not my electric one but my acoustic one, good old Chaz Addams. I don't really mind though because I'm thinking about switching to base, it just fits me better. I'm too laid back to play guitar.
Max is coming back to me next weekend. We are gonna go and see Hellboy 2 with Kami and Alex as a double date. It should be pretty fun, they are really good together and we all get along so well. Hell they love Max, Kami and teh family have pretty much adapted him. I'm glad for that to because after my fourth semester Max and I are going to be moving in together somewhere in canandaigua. I like that he gets along with everyone and that they all like him because he's gonna be around for a long time so this makes life easier.
God I'm so tired and I have no idea why. I got more then enough sleep. I'm thinking that I just slept a bit off.
Oh and hey I wrote a very short story that I think everone here may enjoy. If you could just leave me a massage about what you think about it.
BlooD
I had to pause long enough to clean the blood off of my glasses. I’d take them off, but then I couldn’t enjoy watching my customers face caving in. I need to find a new job.
As I watched the bitch’s head turn to a funky congealed mess, I fell in to a quiet Zen like state. In the tranquility of the moment, I began to reflect on the events that led to this moment. And in the sepia toned snapshots of my memories, I realized something; I’m fuckin nuts.
I should be on medication. The kind where ten percent of the people that use it get intense depression and kill themselves. I would probably be in that ten percent. Maybe if I had killed myself, I wouldn’t have killed all those people.
Evan as I realize this, I know that I’m not going to go to a doctor when this bitch is dead. I’m not going to sit on that couch and tell him that daddy didn’t hug me enough. I know this because deep down in my heart, I believe that all those fucktards deserved it.
Also because I have a date tonight with the hot chick from the book store. God I hope she’s not a zombie like the last girl. Lately it feels like all the hot chicks are reanimated corpses.
Well, except for the last woman. She was just a bitch.
You can always tell when they are dead already because they care to much about there appearance. If they do that then they are hiding there dead flesh from us so as not to assume they are the godless. I won’t say that I’ve been rite on every girl that I thought was a zombie, because my method does have it’s errors. But at least I’ve gotten a couple.
A lot has happened these past two months. Ive been sick every two weeks all summer. All four times has been because of my tonsils. I need them taken out but my health insurance company decided to drop me, so I can't get them taken out like I need to. It kind of sucks ass.
I've been skipping back and fourth between my house in way low NY, all the way up to Williamson NY all summer too. My Max lives up there and I spend a couple weeks here at home and then a couple weeks up there with him. I have a lot of fun up there to. He's the only one that I could spend three weeks with and not want to kill. That kind of guy is hard to find.
I think I'm gonna spazz though because a fly keeps landing on my arm and god damnit it's pissin me off!
Also a few days ago I went with Kami when she got her tattoo. It's a beautiful fairy tattoo, and I loved watching the guy tattoo her. I have been toying with the idea that maybe I might try out becoming a tattoo artist. It's an idea to toy with at least.Im selling my guitar tomorrow. Not my electric one but my acoustic one, good old Chaz Addams. I don't really mind though because I'm thinking about switching to base, it just fits me better. I'm too laid back to play guitar.
Max is coming back to me next weekend. We are gonna go and see Hellboy 2 with Kami and Alex as a double date. It should be pretty fun, they are really good together and we all get along so well. Hell they love Max, Kami and teh family have pretty much adapted him. I'm glad for that to because after my fourth semester Max and I are going to be moving in together somewhere in canandaigua. I like that he gets along with everyone and that they all like him because he's gonna be around for a long time so this makes life easier.
God I'm so tired and I have no idea why. I got more then enough sleep. I'm thinking that I just slept a bit off.
Oh and hey I wrote a very short story that I think everone here may enjoy. If you could just leave me a massage about what you think about it.
BlooD
I had to pause long enough to clean the blood off of my glasses. I’d take them off, but then I couldn’t enjoy watching my customers face caving in. I need to find a new job.
As I watched the bitch’s head turn to a funky congealed mess, I fell in to a quiet Zen like state. In the tranquility of the moment, I began to reflect on the events that led to this moment. And in the sepia toned snapshots of my memories, I realized something; I’m fuckin nuts.
I should be on medication. The kind where ten percent of the people that use it get intense depression and kill themselves. I would probably be in that ten percent. Maybe if I had killed myself, I wouldn’t have killed all those people.
Evan as I realize this, I know that I’m not going to go to a doctor when this bitch is dead. I’m not going to sit on that couch and tell him that daddy didn’t hug me enough. I know this because deep down in my heart, I believe that all those fucktards deserved it.
Also because I have a date tonight with the hot chick from the book store. God I hope she’s not a zombie like the last girl. Lately it feels like all the hot chicks are reanimated corpses.
Well, except for the last woman. She was just a bitch.
You can always tell when they are dead already because they care to much about there appearance. If they do that then they are hiding there dead flesh from us so as not to assume they are the godless. I won’t say that I’ve been rite on every girl that I thought was a zombie, because my method does have it’s errors. But at least I’ve gotten a couple.