It's a trap...

I feel so trapped...
Don't get me wrong, I love that I get to be around my family, family being both mom and dad and Kami's whole family. I love that I get to be with them all again, it's easier to breath here. However, I feel so trapped rite now. I miss the freedom of my own apartment and being in town and being able to go places. I miss the options. I also miss the physical interaction with new people, and changing scenery by more then two minutes away. I need a job and a car. I need more freedom. I need to get outr and do something and see new places again. I miss the mental stimulation of going new places.
i've been home for a week and already I'm going crazy.
Someone please put me out of my misery.
Or get me a job.

1 comments:

Kat Marie said...

you know, I felt that way when I first moved back home from living ith Joe. I still miss it, but it has gotten easier for me now. It's been three monthes of living in this house, and you know what... I'm ok with that in a way. Yea, I want my old place back, but... it comes with a price. You are right tho. getting a job and a car will give you more freedom. You just need to give it time! that's all it takes really. You'll see what I mean in a while.